There is a very fine line between pleasure and pain. I’ve written about this before.
Many years ago, I was heavily involved in the BDSM scene where I live. It was an amazing time of learning and personal growth for me. There was only one problem…
I couldn’t be a part of the scene as the real me and the community, at that time, still wasn’t understanding/accepting of people struggling with their gender identity.
I am strongly considering getting back into the scene once I start my real life presentation. Then I can go and be seen as I am…the real me. The person all of you have come to know.
I won’t lie, I miss the sting of pain that blurs with pleasure and takes me to a place of euphoria. I crave the day when I can look at a strong dominate and say, “Thank you, Sir/Ma’am. Thank you for that gift.”
See it on Flickr.