While I Never Run, It Doesn’t Mean I Don’t Need An Escape

N534 While I Never Run, It Doesn't Mean I Don't Need An Escape Blog

I could write a novel tonight about the day I’ve had.  I’m not going to…primarily because I don’t have the energy to write that much.  Besides, I don’t think you all want to hear about it all.

Let’s just say I had one of the most humiliating days at work today…and totally feel thrown under the bus.  I’m just going to leave it at that.

Making it home tonight was such a gift.  I opened a bottle of wine after I got home and have been trying to unwind.  It hasn’t been easy.  I am still pretty keyed up.  Hopefully, maybe, I will settle down enough to be able to get a decent night of sleep tonight.

Thankfully, I am off tomorrow.  I am going to do everything I can to relax and shut out work for the day.  I have to.  I have to find a way to not feel utterly burnt out and resentful towards work.  Even though the job search continues, I still have to make sure I have a job.

Funny thing is…I am at the point now of not caring what happens in the office at work whenever I am able to find a new job.  At this point, I just want out of there and if the whole fucking thing falls apart and burns…so be it.  They have pushed and pushed for so long…and I literally have nothing left to give.

Honestly…I hate feeling this way.  Its not who I am and I hate that they have been able to impact my work and passions so much.

I just need to out…and sooner rather than later…

See it on Flickr.


What I’m Wearing
Luas & Una – Avery Belt, Long Skirt & Top [@ FeverFete]
Mina – Carian with Sunhat [@ Uber]

Body
Body – Maitreya – Lara
Head – LeLutka – Korina
Shape – Custom
Skin – Glam Affair – Renee 08

Pose
Foxcity – Juice 4 & Cup Prop (Left arm adjustment with Animare)

Scene
Little Branch
SagoPalm{Animated}*Mesh [@ Uber]
TropicalPalm{Animated}*Double [@ FeverFete]

[Merak]
Beach Rocks

Studio Skye
Beach Dune 2
Beach Dune 3

2 Comments Add yours

  1. LOVE this photo! Hoping things look up on the job front too! 💖

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thank you, beautiful! Working on it! ♥

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