Get In Line

N635 Get In Line Blog

I’m just going to put it out there…I am in a mood today.  Maybe it’s that time of the month for me.  Maybe I am just feeling pushed a bit far.  Maybe it’s a combination of the two.  Who knows.  All I know is I have been snippy all day.

I know part of the problem is work.  I haven’t hidden from any of you that I’m just tired of and burnt out on work.  The crazy thing is, that really saddens me to be like this because I actually enjoy having a job and going to work, as a routine and wanting to feel like I am doing something positive for others.  Not that I don’t wish I could retire or suddenly become independently wealthy (HA!!!)…but even then, I am the type who would still have a job.  I would just shift jobs into something I enjoyed more.  But I would still want to work.  Maybe I’m an oddball in the respect.

But even with things at work, I have been in a mood today.  Right now, for anyone that wants to jump my case about anything, I just want to say to all of them, “Get in line.  My give a damn is busted right now so if you want anything to happen…you best get in line and watch your tone if you want something done.”  Yeah…the bitch was out today.

I do know that as I have gotten older, I have just quit caring about a lot of things the way I used to.  Well, I guess I shouldn’t say I don’t care.  It’s more I am trying to let go of the things I can’t control so I can put my energy into the things I can control.  Not always an easy thing to do.  And I will admit…it’s gotten harder to do on this journey.  Between wanting to already be post op and and the mood swings (yes, I get “a period” and no, don’t say I can’t.  Hormones are hormones and I have my own cycle…), it really tests my patience with the things I can’t control.  Throw in a personal slight/attack when t’s that time…I swear I grow fangs and my nails grow by three inches suddenly.  It’s not pretty…

I’m hoping having this weekend off and a couple of good nights of sleep will help with this mood.  Otherwise, I may be calling some of y’all asking for bail money. LOL

See it on Flickr.


What I’m Wearing
Cae – Infinity Bracelet
MINIMAL – Luxury Earrings (15)
Salt & Pepper – Britney Pants & Top [Mainstore Release]
Truth – Opium [Mainstore Release]

Body
Body – Maitreya – Lara
Head – LeLutka – Nova Evolution Series
Shape – Custom
Skin – Glam Affair – Adele Evolution Skin 008 [@ Collabor88]

Pose
Sweet Art – Xia 3

Scene
Paparazzi
BACKDROP – Alley Bar – pinks

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2 Comments Add yours

  1. ReadMeri says:

    Well, you just have to be extra good to yourself at times like these Tiffcakes. Plan little treats for yourself, like a luxurious bath, some nice ice cream and a movie you want to see. Sometimes the world is too much and has to be shut out til we feel stronger. Hugs you xxx

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  2. Katie McKenzie says:

    I wish there was a hug button. I have plenty to offer!

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